THIS IS FOR MY 'FRIENDS' IN SKRP. THANK YOU >.<
May 19, 2009
May 15, 2009
*YAWN* and Promises
Okay, as you might know, the title is also the status I'm using for the day (15th May). Yes, I'm lacking sleep. But, I must say I'm impressed knowing that KIC's students sleep around 8'o clock. Yesterday(14th May) I attended this party because they invited me. Plus, I want to start over; as in, I don't want to just sit in the room lacking sleep and chatting with Rick and waiting for Mimi/Sora to on9. The first day out... Okay, that is so exaggerated but you know what I mean. Plus, I don't know who or what possessed me, but somehow because of a probably exaggerated past (not really, it still give me the creeps) and fear it'll happen again (I think Mimi knows what's the past, maybe she forget, we all know her right?), I never learned to trust people to the fullest. Or love to fullest (They call Mimi and me the "heartless", Freak andSora said that, not me).
Okay, so party? Not very exciting until it started to end. I-think-the-boys-are-bored-stiff-without-ME(wah, perasan!)-that-they-started-to-annoy-us... Yes, I ADMIT, I'm the one who gave them ice-cream. Happy??? Ok2, but Mia (:D) you gave me the whole tupperware of ice-cream(yeah, they made the ice-cream 'emselves)
So, around 9, I'm the one who starts to get bored stiff. And played football. I still go skill... until the shooting starts. I SUCK !
Next...
I carried Jieha(yes, Freak's younger sister, only Jieha's not a Freak, okay? Her siblings are ^o^ - I stole your smiley Sora!) back to forth from the cafe and Freak so that Jieha can kick his butt! (...I like exaggeratin'...)
Okay, then me go home - like all the others at that certain time. And then on9. and then Four-eyes ajak jogging.
AHERM. I mean, jogging the next day (in the morning at 6). I mean, who in bloody hell will be insane enough to jog in the middle of the night? Of course I'm not alone. Idiot. You get such BIG ideas in such short amount of time.
Yes, I was probably back to tomboy mode. Did I join? Yes, actually.
KAS LOPEK!!!!
No really, I was jogging side-by-side with Za8, Eeky(Fikri) and Four-eyes (Unity and KICS). KAS people were literally around between 1km - 5km farther than us. They. Were. Panting. On. The. Ground. Dude, we can actually sit around waiting for them. And they'll still be on the ground. (exaggerated, most probably just 1-2km farther)
But then, them being younger than us and KICS + Unity have ACTUAL fitness sports, it is kinda unfair for them. What does KAS students do all day? Sit and wait and still be fit? (Well, u must be impressed. Imagine being inside a room all month, and then when u actually start to run, you'll still be better than some people who got most of the time off playing outside)
Okay first, let me guess. "Were there any girls there?" Except me, no. I thought there was. Dude, Four-eyes's little sis is in my class, of course I assumed she's comin. But no~, she's fast asleep while I was dressing. Well, u think I will just go home and sleep once more. Sorry, wide awake and besides washing the plates and tidying up my bed/room, I suppose it's good to be fit... than being clean - I mean... >.<
I must admit, it's kinda fun. Uh... Am i the only girl who is willing to spend my time with boys? Or am I the only one not stereotypical? (If you are a stereotype, or stereotypical, it means you judge people in groups. Like if you are talking about dark coloured skin people, a stereotypical comment would be "Why do you allways have to rap and stuff?")
Basically, I'm different (whoopee~)
I like being different actually. It's far more better than being stereotypical.
Oh yeah, when I was jogging with Four-eyes and gang, remember when I thought that weird fluffy, white thingy is a dandelion. First off, it's not, it's a thingy which I don't know from inside a weird green fruit... thingy; (See, you actually learn something after a moment of exercise)
Next, after going on ODE (kinda like a camp) in the desert with my classmates and constantly climbing rocky mountains, plus figuring out that climbing trees are actually useful, who knew that experience will be useful for a jogging session? So, as soon as we were... quite bored. We use a route towards the nile (not the bridge) in front of the complex (which is where I found out the weird white fluffy thingy is from a weird huge green fruit). There was like a steep staircase (kinda like to dock on a sailboat, only it looked old and creepy) that goes down to the nile. So, like I said, old and creepy. So the older guys(Four-eyes, Za8, Eeky) gone down first. And then Danial and Fadhli. I didn't though. Uh, well, I used a route down beside it. Which is full of rocky though 'slippery' sand. I think is far more easier going down THAT, then going down a weird creepy old staircase that can collapse at any time. Though the older guys (by the way, if one of you read this, I don't mean elders, but like the oldest and most responsible at that time) did warned me not too. It is possible to fall in the nile... Plus I can't swim. So I climbed back up... not really. I took a few steps back and then Za8 gone up... It's better than using narrow stairs right?
Okay, it was weird that all of these take up only an hour O.o
We all came back like around 7.30. And yes, there was a race. Fine, I lost, but that's only because I walked half way, skipped a quarter and ran the other quarter. Yes, the losers need to pay up (it's kinda unfair though, it's obvious that older kids are going to win.) But money doesn't actually mattered to me. And I used my own money thank you very much.
So I paid before they can even go back home. Where did I get the money u asked? Easy, I saved money to get a new camera(so be grateful).
At around 10, there was this stupid social thing for girls. Wait, do you expect me to attend? Don't think so. Well I didn't, the funny thing is that my mom didn't know about it until last week. The stupid social thing started a month ago. The good thing is, my mom doesn't care if I attend SWEET.
So besides the weird problem at the start of the year. Everything's goin' on fine. Except for the fact that more old friends are leaving me here with new people I didn't bother to make friends with (no offence, it's just that new people doesn't interest me much. Plus, you all are stereotypical, again. No offence)
Okay, now what promise did I made? None actually. I promised myself that I'll go out more often. I don't know why now, I mean it's only a month for Freak and Mia to go back to Malaysia. Four-eyes and Lin are going nex week (for holiday, and then come back here, and then go back there forever). And then by the end of the year Izzah is goin' back. Around Nov. I'll be goin' back, probably.
My heart sink just thinking about it, I don't want to go back to Malaysia. The people there is lusted with greed. Selfish. Rat-faced goin' on their own business and doesn't care about other people. But then, when you think about it, even though the people here are more or less the same. Somehow, I felt more at home here, in peace. Plus more safe, right now in Malaysia they're having conflicts with lust.
Someone needs to admit, say and just talk about it. Really people, some people still don't get it. I hate Malaysia, I just came back there because I like my family, my cousins are my friends, but if it's possible I want to go to Saudi and annoy Sora, talk with Mimi and meet Lily again. Or go back for another year to live in Sudan. Or live in Japan (oh yeah, I'm going there for two weeks in the summer. I already told Sora, Mimi, Rick and Al that. Because it's better to tell them face-to-face or chat program-to-chat program because I want to see them freak out, plus I think it's right)
I don't think there's anymore after this.
See ya.
I must admit, it's kinda fun. Uh... Am i the only girl who is willing to spend my time with boys? Or am I the only one not stereotypical? (If you are a stereotype, or stereotypical, it means you judge people in groups. Like if you are talking about dark coloured skin people, a stereotypical comment would be "Why do you allways have to rap and stuff?")
Basically, I'm different (whoopee~)
I like being different actually. It's far more better than being stereotypical.
Oh yeah, when I was jogging with Four-eyes and gang, remember when I thought that weird fluffy, white thingy is a dandelion. First off, it's not, it's a thingy which I don't know from inside a weird green fruit... thingy; (See, you actually learn something after a moment of exercise)
Next, after going on ODE (kinda like a camp) in the desert with my classmates and constantly climbing rocky mountains, plus figuring out that climbing trees are actually useful, who knew that experience will be useful for a jogging session? So, as soon as we were... quite bored. We use a route towards the nile (not the bridge) in front of the complex (which is where I found out the weird white fluffy thingy is from a weird huge green fruit). There was like a steep staircase (kinda like to dock on a sailboat, only it looked old and creepy) that goes down to the nile. So, like I said, old and creepy. So the older guys(Four-eyes, Za8, Eeky) gone down first. And then Danial and Fadhli. I didn't though. Uh, well, I used a route down beside it. Which is full of rocky though 'slippery' sand. I think is far more easier going down THAT, then going down a weird creepy old staircase that can collapse at any time. Though the older guys (by the way, if one of you read this, I don't mean elders, but like the oldest and most responsible at that time) did warned me not too. It is possible to fall in the nile... Plus I can't swim. So I climbed back up... not really. I took a few steps back and then Za8 gone up... It's better than using narrow stairs right?
Okay, it was weird that all of these take up only an hour O.o
We all came back like around 7.30. And yes, there was a race. Fine, I lost, but that's only because I walked half way, skipped a quarter and ran the other quarter. Yes, the losers need to pay up (it's kinda unfair though, it's obvious that older kids are going to win.) But money doesn't actually mattered to me. And I used my own money thank you very much.
So I paid before they can even go back home. Where did I get the money u asked? Easy, I saved money to get a new camera(so be grateful).
At around 10, there was this stupid social thing for girls. Wait, do you expect me to attend? Don't think so. Well I didn't, the funny thing is that my mom didn't know about it until last week. The stupid social thing started a month ago. The good thing is, my mom doesn't care if I attend SWEET.
So besides the weird problem at the start of the year. Everything's goin' on fine. Except for the fact that more old friends are leaving me here with new people I didn't bother to make friends with (no offence, it's just that new people doesn't interest me much. Plus, you all are stereotypical, again. No offence)
Okay, now what promise did I made? None actually. I promised myself that I'll go out more often. I don't know why now, I mean it's only a month for Freak and Mia to go back to Malaysia. Four-eyes and Lin are going nex week (for holiday, and then come back here, and then go back there forever). And then by the end of the year Izzah is goin' back. Around Nov. I'll be goin' back, probably.
My heart sink just thinking about it, I don't want to go back to Malaysia. The people there is lusted with greed. Selfish. Rat-faced goin' on their own business and doesn't care about other people. But then, when you think about it, even though the people here are more or less the same. Somehow, I felt more at home here, in peace. Plus more safe, right now in Malaysia they're having conflicts with lust.
Someone needs to admit, say and just talk about it. Really people, some people still don't get it. I hate Malaysia, I just came back there because I like my family, my cousins are my friends, but if it's possible I want to go to Saudi and annoy Sora, talk with Mimi and meet Lily again. Or go back for another year to live in Sudan. Or live in Japan (oh yeah, I'm going there for two weeks in the summer. I already told Sora, Mimi, Rick and Al that. Because it's better to tell them face-to-face or chat program-to-chat program because I want to see them freak out, plus I think it's right)
I don't think there's anymore after this.
See ya.
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